By simply gathering experience as they came with the acceptance of whatever (the) results from previous choices.
That is the foremost driving force in coming-up with my artworks most especially the Visual Manuscript that aims to record, thus journalized details of each and every feelings of the given moment.
There are two artistic polarities converging within me. What are these basic impulses? Namely, the urge to write and the desire to paint....both energies fluctuates almost simultaneously, that is why I saw the need for a steady input of data -- which my visual journal as a lifetime thesis presents in randomized thoughts.
Therefore, Realizationism may occur during or before the actual performances.